oh wow i dlt-ed a few entries....anything to do wif relation to men in green wif little hair and make to haf no sense of logic. lol....

bad day i failed soc again same station again...nv able to pass it..fucking ropes.....

2 months 3 crashes 538 dead and counting i believe there was like one or 2 more crashed dat happen...lol i cant believe i am not flying SIA seriously itx the best the most safe....

emo........how many oil lamps do i haf to pick up to fufil my needs not luxuries mind u...hahax....

i cant find a gd enuf song to suit my mood....so hard to be able to...reali...

i had so many tots dat filled my mind just nw but i reali cant tink of any of them nw....

time has reali been scarce....out in the real world...away from tis legal jail....i cant see when i will get a break from tis...even sch students gets a break now and den...y not us?

3 weeks u came and gone too fast i guess.....one cockster in my bunk said some lame things to set my mind in motion..."wah the SOC damn shag uh i run until i wan to die....i tried so hard i close my eyes to run.....den i saw the gal i liked"....full of cock bullsyt guy lol made me think....makes me a joke man...

to me dat was sth he will nv get....but it reali shows how much dedication he has...his motivation and mayb sum1 truely dear to him...but seriously he's so cock he wun get a gal even though he will be rich cos he's smart...lol

so wat about me...wats left?

i guess itx nt my fault...i dun care...i'm flying off soon to a land i've nv been to not like i'm interested to go there...itx gng to b hell itx gng to be bullshyt.....how i wish sum stray bullet just injure me or mayb even kill me....a long term attend C den down pes hahax...

i'm not interested in making new friends nw...like long term for life friends...i feel dat i haf enuf....i'm satisfied wif just tis 2 groups of friends i haf...

haha the song of freedom....duno y...itx still tis song...lan tian by huang yi da...reali gifs me the state of mind dat itx in a blue clear sky...

so draggy so painful...i hate things tis way...im effing impatient

it 2 different mindsets 2 different mentality nw......

i cant stand the new songs dat r coming out nw...hahax guess dats the reason y i stop listeing to radio....no more slow and emo songs....and nw i am listening to nan guo by 5566 how many donkey years was dat ago...haha...

steamboat cancelled...FUCK

omg green tea mint tastes gd man but it screwing my tummy up...

and wats tis emotion called?3 alphabhets...the emotion humans feels most of the time...SAD