Thursday, July 31, 2008

blood was drawn

oh my god i donated blood for the first time in my life today and it was a horendous experice...i forgot i din eat lunch den iw ent to donate and told the doc i taken one already den came the testing and the needle part which was oohh scary i hated needles...den i was so nervous den nerve kip jumping and the nurse kip missing...wat the okay den dat was juz the pain killers....but the big thing wasnt pain

okay den came the drawing blood part the nurse told me b4 hand kip squeezing my fist for the veins to come out den i din noe itz 5-10 sec once aft u insert the needle...in less den 3 mins the bag was almost full..pple usually take 7-10mins

okay den i felt like vomitting?but i chose to ignore cos the nurse said gng to finish....but i finally couldnt take it animore when my vision blurred...the nurse kinda of overreacted?she took out the needle and den the doc came n i had to lie down n was kinda blacking out but i was find aft a few tests..damn malu?had to lie there for like 20 mins and everione was waiting for me

it damn pai seh cos so mani of my classmates donated and nth happen to them...they waited for me n we took a pic tgt...quite farni...n i quite suay cos the nurse was the only one there dat was so stern and unfriendly the rest of the nurse were like all so happy and cheerful...suay uh

she was like i expected this to happen becos u kip chatting wif ur friends blahblahveins kip jumping bal blha u suppose to concentrate blahblah oh wth..come on la y so unfriendly..dude cheerup

okay tis week was full of surpirises wed skip sch and wasnted to go to sch at 1 for photot taking but it change to 1240 n we couldnt enter sch cos there will be JAILING oh my god so our dear civivs tutor came to save us..how nice of him

okay gota do my SEAsian essay now..

oh i saw calvin chia today duno wats up wif his hair...2 possibilities..he play basketball till mad so anihow cut....his hair broke the rules andthe DM cut it for him....dat was how bad it was...

Friday, July 25, 2008

tired

haf reali been suffering from the lack of slp...itx reali hard to concentrate nw...got to like train myself or sth if not when the A lvls come i'll be dead...

mock prelims is a serious oke okay i tink it only applies to maths...3 hours is like a bit too much even if i knew how to do the paper...din study much ix gng to b quite impossible to pass but will the teacher mark?this irresponsible HOD is late for lesson by 15 mins when itx the first lesson n den spends 20 mins setting up his laptop cos he duno how to?lol HOD okay earning taxpayers money...wat a waste a total waste...

history consultation agn today...my linguistic ability reali sucks?itx not about making normal n simple setnecences...itx easy but how can i write such things leh...of cos it has to b a bit complex??nvm i shall concentrate on clarity nxt time n dun act cheam..

okay den there was International hist wif my dear slackish civics tutor we spend around 45 mins discussing the essays n spend the nxt 30 mins or so discussing about reali random stuff it started wif whu started the arab israeli war..GOD he said lol i was stunned n the diggression begun

a few interesting facts: malays originated from taiwan believe to have come from southern china..

why r jews so rich?the conspiracy states that they were the CHOSEN people and that it was recognized thru islam and christianity the logical theory is that they haf experience years of life and the strngest survive there leading them to gain valuable epxerience and becoming one of the more capable.

okay i'm stun la compared to my other counterparts whu read the bible well okay so y did god started the arab israel conflict he said that it was between 2 people whu were the sons of god and he promised both sons the land of jerusalem i itnk itx reali an intersting place n a few religion reali started from there so mani things that i do not noe that r sooo interesting.

i cant stand bottlickers fakers act 'smarters' and u reali possess all of this undesirable 'qualities'.iPWNu

Saturday, July 19, 2008

bleak

all is so dark dun u tink so?

not in the mood to study...lost it all at this crucial period i noe itx no use juz trying to study now if i dun feel like dng it i wun do it well...econs and maths mock tis coming week i wonder how to handle it...

it sucks to be in this mood lost...duno wat to do totally no sense of motivation dun tell me bout the sch motto pls itx not i embrace the instituition so much...actuali not a bit at all...true it mayb but i possess dat quality i wun be where i am now...

things r starting to fade both literally n not...itx hard for me to go on continously to study w/o chilling out...

wat shall i do?the devil truimphs this time i'm dng nth...dun blame me

Friday, July 18, 2008

approaching As

eblog disappoints again time to change to blogspot. got 'humiliated during history consultation today...the others r like much better?i shouldnt be in this group...not sure nid to construct my sentence better the thing impeding me is my english i guess i reali lack vocab

so my essay suck yeah nth much tis days i've been travelling to library alone nowadays to studdy?the mugging havent start itx jux like completing my work now havent gone to reali studying of content..i nid to like buff up my content since i'm in arts..

english is reali a problem now my sentence structure is affecting the clarity of my sentences..n my gp is like juz barely making it....B pls i nid a B for gp..

i shouldnt haf gif up on bball as i look back mayb i shouldnt join the team but i could still play it for leisure?haf been dng it for 2 fridays now...itx kinda of additive..but my weight is limiting me alot?lol they sae i look like kungfu panda now...the proportions r a perfect match....had tis pic which i took wif the panda at toy r us but i haf yet to go n get it..lol wil be quite farni tink i go put on friendster or sth..

wonder how long i will last oh well