instead of running and gng to the gym i've been playing basketball more often zzz lol....only went to the gym once.

feeling sick nw wth.

a hole in the chest

ehhh lies shyt anyth said.

die bk in.i cfm cui.nth to do cfm die.

cant blame the loneliness setting in.

aniwaei haf2 things in mind dat i tot i will nv do.

i'm tinking whether to learn bike riding a not.zzz dats for like ah beng but i tink it quite cool.itx viable.itx cheaper.itx sth i can afford.

the 2nd things is giving free tuition like for pri sch maths or sth i tink there r pple whu needs help out there mayb they r jsut less previlege.

itx just one of the feeling dat i wana be there for whoever whu nids help.becos no one deserves to feel like dat.

run.gym.

2 books from the library!i cant find the 2 i found ytd la wtf.

sometimes i tink my english reali rocks.but my spelling reali sucks.oh dats random if i read more books mayb i will haf gd english man.itx raining nw wth.early in the morning.

aniwae sth reali unpleasant happen ytd and i was reali quite unprepared for it.i woke p wif a reali weird dream den BOOMZ the thing came.taken by a storm but how.suck thumb la.lifes like dat.

okay the clearing must start soon liao.

work gng to start soon oso cannot slack animore guess it might reali be quite straining for me all the brain work and planning.sucks eh..

actuali i'm not reali feeling dat gd.it just like falling in a hole once again.hate dat feeling just dat tis time itx a bit worse.just waiting for myself to hit the btm b4 i climb out of it.

one thing is i experienced it b4 and now im more or less more matured.

i just tink itx pretty unfair and fucked up yupz

i guess i might haf to depend on chocolates to kip alive nw just hope the ants stop eating them du lan sia.

i bought one box of vanhouten chocs.vintage metal box and the ants still got in.wth.10 buckssss

new pay heard it 1087...hope can cover wat i spend last month on all the nonsense i duno wat.

sian i only hope dog was lying but i noe he's not.

there she goes!

finally grew sick of the song you belong wif me.lol

NEXt hahas another taylor swift song.whitehorse.

different phase different song to suit the mood.songs usually sound better when it suits ur mood

sian gng to bk in wish i can bring tis song along wif me but i dun haf a music player.

hahas oh god i hai medin and zav lose 55 dollars each cos i nv go buy their aos...hahas.....nooo

i'm not a princess this aint a fairytale.im not the one u sweep off the feet leaving at the stair

stupid gal shouldve known shoudve known.

emoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

must keep away la -_-

zzz

time to issue a restraining order!

and i am gng gaga over sth i cant get.sucks.

buttons the happiest man.y?cos he has jessica machibata zzz

rights things r gng to start soon and i dun reali wan it to start tink i still haf a few days of leave nw wonder how to use it

these days can ask me anyth bout the news i read everyth other den money twice.dat includes classified.lol

finsh my book!Men In White.

true dat most singaporeans should read it.gives us a brief look into how singapore was built!quite an ardous task i guess

but i tot the book was a little irrelevant aft the halfway mark.it started to get brief and made the book boring.overrated i must sae it failed to gif me an objective view a different story.

i had enuf of success stories.rather i wana haf a look at how things failed.


the singapore dream hahas oh my god everione wans to win toto!right?hahas.

wheres my knight in shing armour.

found a place to emo lols new place so i'll bring CHAOS AND WHINES HERE

i dun haf th epatience so i lost 30 bucks WTF but money doesnt much matter now.finding a new goal seems more impt now -_- life is too boring liao so many things i dnwan to take a step first and do it or sometimes too lazy!lololol



k pls decide i'm gng to get an itouch so can go online mayb.

aniwae watever!!fine watch inglorious basterds itx veh artsy i must sae some meaning behind duno whether should read into it a not lols but it does have some crude humour

2ml gng out yesssss see some gals.LOL

some how or rather i tink i am dng stupid tings...i am so unsettled now i duno wat to do again!dats y my life has always been so screwed up!!haha

and u had to screw it up more -_-

but i haf came out wif one goal to race fats wif hair.and i noe the hair will win lols wth nv been able to do it..JIAN FEi.

aniwae i am pretty sick itx stopping me from hitting the track isnt dat a great excuse!aft running a bit one tues nite almost died wth.all the phlegm tavel to my lungs or sth..and it got seriously worse....oh boy.

somehow or rather i've awaoken leh...isnt time powerful.feels like the march bak to camp when i went for warrior i noe i can do it but it will take time the SGTs were pushing me to go faster but my legs were so painful but i told them i wun gif up.of cos i din -_- but all i can sae it was just a slow and fucking painful thing.well draw the similarities

the best female video of the year just got to watch it and itx a song which has stayed in my head but i din go and get it from friends but aft listening to it i reali had to get it liao lol.....got it from zav....and i like the song!and theres new songs by susan boyle.she can reali sing man but itx too much from me draws me into further solitude.itx called white horse i tink quite classical and reali well sung.

taylor swifts pwns shes quite chio but still cant beat hudgens HAHA oh well i'm so bored tis few days but had a few tasks though.such as GP lols the ferry fucking stinks cos of sweaty people and and and i took the ferry so many damn times zzz

dreaming bout the day u wake up and find
that what u've been looking for has been here the whole time
if u could see that i;m the one who understands u
been here all laong so y cant u seeeee
you belong wif me
standing by and waiting at ur back door
all this time how could u not noe baby.

for one it will always remain a dream and two i wun understand u true i've been here all along not true dat u belong to me and i'm too freaking far from ur bak door and u will nv noee

if taylor swifts comes to singapore for a performance i will go!haha i swear oh boy tis song pwns better den love story!!wheeee kinda of feel better aft listening to tis song

alright gng to take my hot magazine to hunt for some nice songs on youtube.

uh ive been making so much wrong choices in life wats wrong wif another.