day 1

it was bad SEAsian hist....they said it was okay but i guess it was damn tough....the SBQ suck big time i din haf any ck for it reali nth...could only cross reference...damn sad...plus one of my source is wrong?haixxx

the essays...out of 3 i only knew 2 k...the last one i reali dunoh ow to do...the case studies din match at all...GG le....i was suppose to score in tis...

mayb itx too many pratice mayb i've been tru too many exams..i felt numb..i din feel excited or nervous...i took the paper just like it was nth....i duno y...itx reali a bad sign a bad start....

history toys wif me...literally...it has been my ONLY better subject during the sec sch days...sth i was proud of...regardless of the As i got for it...it turned out to be a B3...dat was one sad thing..

i' worried i got a feeling i just re gurgitated i din link...i noe i din...haix...

itx happening again...guess what today happen to be a bad day for me...no 18 no 19...can i scrape an A...or even a B

tomorrow

it starts tomorrow...i'm half rdy half prepared and dat equates to an A

14 days 9 papers....

i'm gng to spendddd like mad gng to take taxi to sch for every 8am paper...lol.....

lets gooo a gd nite's slp..

all the best everyone

1 day

at this period of time i dun tink alot of pple uses the com...i look at my msn contact list and dun see much pple just like 25 pple not much eh...i duno how can pple study so long for me itx like only 4 hours per day?LOL okay dats wat make me so different from my RV friends dats y i am in JJC

i look at stanley's nick when he was toking to me..y gif up?right i'm left wif sumtimes to brush up my content and i hope i haf a gd day during the exams...okok i noe his nick probably wasnt for me...but still it set my brain into motion

so aft A lvls i'll play bball wif stanley and whoever is avaliable tink ask the juniors since only I finish the paper so early...mayb will haf some seniors oso?cant wait to play again...

1st paper SEAsian history i'll score on a gd day dats wat miss mardiana always says...19 on a gd day 15-16 on a bad day lol...okay i'll make tis friday a gd day i'll get higher for SEAsian to make up for INT hist flaws...

read the question properly...phrase ur arguement to answer it..pour the correct content and dat makes an A

lets not repeat the mistakes during prelims for human geog for hist for econs....read the question...answer it....

2 days

A lvls coming i'm not prepared at all...told my mum she was like dun stress me out man....lol i tot i should be the one stressed but i duno i guess i can do it...itx scary...but i cant remeber the sutff for more den 1 day so i tink i'll study a bit later...

went to the airport ytd...whoosh wasted half a day...but at the airport theres always tis special feeling...time is like ehhhh forever like u haf all the time in ur life...although dat is not true...but itx a nice feeling if u wan to study leh...just sit there and let time pass it like living in another world...i kinda of like dat feeling...if it wasnt so far i wold haf gone there to mug everyday..

watching episode 14 now..had to skip the earlier parts...so boring...bout lies and sacrifice...for a selfish person like me i wun do it...okay so W has cancer...and i haf 3 weeks...lol

3weeks end of a lvls...i feel i can do it...but i felt like dat many times too and failed myself...nvm aft As i haf 20 days i can play basketball and computer games and enjoy myself...

went to visit the juniors the other day....hahax itx so fun having juniors to crap wif....sad i wil be missing the chalet...

mayb self belief was the thing i haf been lacking..

3rd december..

3rd december itx cfm...wtf rite...i tot can postpone but my mum called and asked and the guy sae cant but the book says yes?must b a darn slacker lor...

nvm i'm sccepting the fact dat my holiday is only lasting 20days..aft dat shave yet slp wif ghosts...zzz hope nth wrong happens..i'll be a gd kid and listen to he officers and dun get into trouble...let the 3 weeks pass den can go home once....yupz dats all i hope for....tinki should be able to survive wats wrying me is the supernatural stuff...

itx a bit earlier isnt it???tis suckss...aniwae i havent been reali studying much my objective is to read finish the syallabus...omg army leh...totally ut off from civilisation and itx the ultimate relationship test..dun u tink so?

1 and a half years...oh well...

mythbuster rocks...damn nice...so interesting...elephants r reali scare of mice u noe?

lol and boon send me a msg by mistake..damn farni la...okay i must protect his privacy...but itx son a not boon msg?lol....okay pay me 5 bucks and i will show u wat boon sent...hahaha

whu's gng to the airport wif me on friday...zzz

sunday

sunday is suppose to be happy sunny and just great..mine is just the opposite..itx raining nw and i'm home alone the 1st time i'm afraid of the thunder?itx bloody loud and i'm 70 percent sure itx gng to trip and i will haf to go and swtich on the electric thing myself..



i like being home alone..but not when itx suppose to be sunny and itx so dark and rainy..



mugging hasnt been reali great..but i;m gng to do a couple of essays ltr...



enlisting in the 3rd of december...wtf rite...damn stress becos of tis i was quite carefree when there was only just a lvls in mind...now i haf tis...i'm damn stress?dats for being fat man...zzzonly lifeline left is to pass napfa?2ml den call and us it the route is stil possible..anyway things havent been gng veh well...



some times i just wish to gif up on everyth....



okay 4 hist essays...gota finish them b4 gng to consultation 2ml...gota do some geog too....hmmmmalrite time to work hard...lets forget the army things for now....and all the other crappp

i can gif up on everyth nw but not the a lvls

lan qiu huo

how touching...the 12 episode....couldnt resist it even though there was such a heavy workload...so touching yet itx not the end we want....for me i like lou zhi xiang more he's cute handsome and interactive...instead of jerry who is just coll and boring...

oh boy this ending sucks...wonder if it will still end at episode 13 just like specualtors sae...but things seems to have come to an end already...so perharps the last episode it just exposing of all the secrets between the family and qiu gui stuff...

oh the preview proves my stand....hmmmmm doesnt look like itx gng to end though still got wu zhun havent come out..

okay gng to slp and so some work ltr....u just cant resist a nap when itx raining can u?

ai yi ge ren bu jian de yao de dao ta kan ta xingfu kuai le jiu ke yi le...my pin yin is gd
loving someone doesnt mean you need to have him/her looking at him/her enjoying is good enuff

work work...2 weeks left...

2 weeks

after tis wkend...itx like 2 weeks for a lvls for me...think i'm repeating the mistakes i made during the o lvls...wats impt for an arts student like me is to ensure they information are at my finger tips...dat means a thorough reading and understanding of the syllabus

itx damn hard....i din draw up a timetable.so itx quite screwed...gota finish hydrology today...and SBQ SEA....lets hope i can do it..history and geog are actually very beneficial for gp..u candraw examples from thhere and construct a GP essay..2 2H As.....come on lets do it...

i still nid help for maths..zzzzzzzzzzz h1 maths...how dumb can i get..

took a nap at 12 plus lol...aft breakfast lke pig...wanted to enjoy the feeling of relaxation....kip wanting to wake up and start working due to awakening of my conscience...it din reali work but i'm trying hard now..gng thru the things i duno for geog...hmmmm

went to TCC for the 1st time in my life....ouch is the only word to describe it...but the ambience was great..i wun mind gng bak again to do some work...but i'm caffeine vulnerable...zzz drink coffee den cant slp...

thurs

skip sch today...zzz

had a bad dream..i got A B B den my maths and GP got D den i duno why the hell got chinese i get S lol...and i alreadi have a B4 for higher chinese rite y got such a bad dream...oh well i cant get 2 Bs i nid another A and my maths must get A and my gp can get C rite?

hist A
geog/econs A/B..havent decide to pia which
maths A
gp C
simple grades for a simple man

today wasnt bad i did quite a bit of geog...gng to finish it ltr

2ml gng to sch for 2 consultations...no lessons..waste time...and slp..i love to slp..itz gorgeous....i use to laugh at pple whu said their hobby was slping..but i understand y nw..

by slping more u lose more weight too...lol i nid loads of them den

no more bball on friday...dats quite sad for me...i tot it was reali fun....saturday is quite fun too..i mean i cant be studying 24/7 juz taking one nite off is not bad..i nid the exercise...tried to go for a jog today...the floor was too wet...so i tried to train my chin up..and did some situps den went home..according to hocksing must do alot of situps to jian fei...so i tink i shall do some everyday...start with 100 1st ba...dats like damn little...but i wonder if i can do it

2ml go to sch for SEAsian revision..

hope everyth is fine nw..

為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落 請你打開電視看看 多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去

some description some solutions somethings to keep things gng on

onward we march..i'm not turning back.

tues

pass by on the bus to sch today...wasnt in my view..a sense of guilt of sadnesss rushed thru me...

went jogging ytd...decide it was the best form of relaxation..exercise...it was a short jog... i din noe wat to sae...reali so i decided not to sae anyth...din send any msgs..oh boy suck tis

spoke to alvin things seem fine...

skip gp today....duno i go sch for wat...geog only perarps..2ml gng to skip gp AGAIN tink i'm applying for study break soon..i dun see the point waking up so early...getting myself all tired and unable to study...

bought a book today...it was ex...25 dollars...it was another chapter of the boy genius Artemis Fowl for me....of cos it invovled fairies...

i nid new shoes...

gold is power /information is power...i choose gold

wish i could live the life of such a genius....money brains crime

watever dat has happen lets leave it behind...for one feel lucky dat u haf not been blessed wif gd memory

whines

i bet everione went other den me..

fucked up....i hate tis kind of feeling

i cant tink of the consequences...u dun care bout ur teammate uh?y u nv go?y ur mum dun let...

mayb i've been caring too much bout wat others think....chills....

medin says he looks okay..i guess so...hope he stays strong...a lvls juz so near

skipped sch today...

knee stop hurting...hope nth serious..

fuck tis

fragile

life is so fragile....

itx so sudden i din expect sth so sudden i felt sth amiss when i saw him today....the one dat exudes the aura..it was sth solemn today...when all of us settle down....he told us...vernon medin wan yi n me...it was reali sth veh sudden and sad...and i din expect it..

another friend...another loss

on court u haf been strong among us u haf been one of the most sensible and hardworking....itx hardship and pain i can nv understand...i noe u stand strong...i hope u will tide thru it...

i dun understand this...god is so harsh so cruel...those staunch belivers i can only called them disillusioned individuals...look at wat he has done...taking one was not enuf he took both when all are young...how r they gng to tide thru tis...i reali wonder how....but ber said there was a guardian in place...i hope so...

i tot i haf been strong looking at things i understanding how they feel but this is reali sth painful and horrible...

i feel like one useless teamate...my mum says i cant attend due to some temple obligations...she insisted and i saw no point aruging...

and there she goes again...."listen to wat i sae hor i not jking...itx serious u better dun go 2ml"..oh well...

i understand y he din tell us..itx not sth u love to share....

stay strong to battle the alvls....

loser mentality

seriously u r juz a loser in life u tink u r always rite?dats like crap cos look at ur lousy answers in the various subjects n u noe u r not always rite

guess wat the class cant stand u they ignore u i tink u deserve it n guess wat he tinks he is rite he call us 'names' in his so innocent and WHITE blog...wat a JOKE seriously the more u tink of it the more i get pissed and cant help but laugh at u

u tink u r famous and popular but wats really happening is the clear opposite u haf no one to sit with during breaks can only buy food and eat food and sit ALL by urself ALONE

and he tries to hide this by acting cool with his big headphones which he loves to show off on his big white head itz quite sad seriously...yupz imagine dat sight itz quite a joke

haha guess what...wif him sitting infront and trying to ask STUPID questions and lame questions the people behind juz sits behind and gif dat sian diao and du lan bin means asking u to stfu and stop acting smart

last year we du blame him becos he nids to do it cos of AP active participation w/o which constitutes 5-10percent i cant remember so he's just like the case of hermione if u ask me but a dumb one answering wrongly stubbornly tinking he is correct..JOKE

he can cricticize and act as much but theand it has been answered? truth is known by the rest of us wat u call infidels...oh my god...joke seriously tis kind of pple cmi....u can crticize and blame all of us when everione dislikes u..so itz our fault?speaks alot bout his ego and intelligience lvl

ultimate bootlicker dat is desperate to fit in...me and wx read wat comics u wan to follow...HA
we play viwawa u oso wan chup my mum plays viwawa and u oso ask ur mum to chup???LOLLLLLLL nah mayb u only haf ur mum to play wif...sad case dun cry

dman farni i was listening to jay's new song dao xiang den got the cricket(how to spell) sound rite den the nxt momeny got one jump on my table...wth?mayb itx a mating call lol and it has been answered?