woke up wif a reali bad dream....crap.....and i was reali slpy...wanted to continue slping...but for reasons i got out of bed....damn slpy....but i only woke up to be disappointed.... i dunwan to fly...i dunwan to go and die...omg the breifing was lik wth man....."u guys r gng to a *********plantations there is a lot ********* snakes and they r veh poisonous...WTF???

k tis a big time joke"last batch 2 trainess got bitten by scorpions"

k loads of stuff but i forgot alr........and like wtf they gave us condoms....tink we will end up playing wif them when everyth ends in the hotel...lollike filll it up wif water or sth....i dun see any of my mates gng to nid them....

itx gng to be full of bullshyt itx gng to suck....i dunwan to go

in sucha emo mood again.......so in the end whu's gng to be there........like nobody....so where r u nw?nowhere.....

just interested in dng ur own stuff again.....oh wellls...haf fun at ur fucked up party....thats gng to be the last straw man....plus itx today....haf u ever heard of such a thing??no itx shows how uncommitted u r....sucks

sad i'm not gng to send anyth over man....nope!hahax

omg apparently sms costs 60 cents each from there to singapore and 1 min tink is 1.20 lol....wth.....

well done u.....

4 more days haha.....omg......

cant believe i am arguing over tis.......so do i consider tis a won or a lost deep inside i reali dunwan u to go but den again applying logic and some sense of unselfishness or perharps normal tinking...just go ba....k cmoplicated lousy sentence structure things only i can understand once again....

but tis is wat tis is for...for me to look bak and read and noe wat happen.....okay but my eng is not dat bad is it.lol...i'll gif u dat A for GP if u gif me dat A for hist.i wun mind a C

so sad nw again! like an emoturtle aka zh..wth lol....his blog is like farni i cant believe those retards scolding him and stuff....wth man....and apparently he's gng for a gal lol....k he's a poor thing man...hope he's dng well....

and oh boy wat did i do tis 2 days....cant believe it!but i guess itx nth much oso la haha....just a few questions dats all....both times same person....wth is tis....so did i make the wrong desicions twice....yes i look at u...my choices haf i screwed up all of them....

bells r ringing only to me...making sense only to me.....uhh wtf no friends.wth.

2 different lives we will nv be able to understand each other how many times haf i repeated tis....

i was so bored i went to sign up for a twitter account and i tink no one in my hotmail has it cos i cant trace ani1...lol......wth...tis is lame.

if i just happen to stray things might just go crazy.....y do u trust me i wonder....but sry i cant gif u dat trust man...i cant explain tis....

i'm gng off to a faraway jail nw...to go thru a different kind of endurance called field endurance when the world is urbanizing at tis amazing rate...wheres the logic...

k lets be frank life inside is not dat bad other den outfield...eliminate dat u might just haf more people signing on....hahahx
oh my....
god
wth
is
tis
bullshit
so stress
i just wana pass soc nw
i dunwan my CSB badge
i wana passout
save the money u guys gif me

and just sum1 there whu reali cares.is it still u.or just anione nw.
i'm nt a flirt
nt wild
nt a clubber
so itxj ust anione genuine pretty cute and my style...dats so rare and unlikely anione will approach...lol.....k weird tots...

nt like it din happen b4 but unlikely it will again...

wat randomness and toking to myself....dats wat happen when u dun haf sum1 to tok to when u r not exactly in a relationship....

19 years alr i guess i reali din haf sum1 like dat b4!!or mayb i did.

and wheres the mood for a poem

truth inside lies outside...uhh i am not as smart as i used to be....

booooooking in to do soc to do ippt y am i so fat wat happen to those days.....hahax........y izit like dat.....i just wan to pass soc.....thx pls...


welcome to taiwan.

oh wow i dlt-ed a few entries....anything to do wif relation to men in green wif little hair and make to haf no sense of logic. lol....

bad day i failed soc again same station again...nv able to pass it..fucking ropes.....

2 months 3 crashes 538 dead and counting i believe there was like one or 2 more crashed dat happen...lol i cant believe i am not flying SIA seriously itx the best the most safe....

emo........how many oil lamps do i haf to pick up to fufil my needs not luxuries mind u...hahax....

i cant find a gd enuf song to suit my mood....so hard to be able to...reali...

i had so many tots dat filled my mind just nw but i reali cant tink of any of them nw....

time has reali been scarce....out in the real world...away from tis legal jail....i cant see when i will get a break from tis...even sch students gets a break now and den...y not us?

3 weeks u came and gone too fast i guess.....one cockster in my bunk said some lame things to set my mind in motion..."wah the SOC damn shag uh i run until i wan to die....i tried so hard i close my eyes to run.....den i saw the gal i liked"....full of cock bullsyt guy lol made me think....makes me a joke man...

to me dat was sth he will nv get....but it reali shows how much dedication he has...his motivation and mayb sum1 truely dear to him...but seriously he's so cock he wun get a gal even though he will be rich cos he's smart...lol

so wat about me...wats left?

i guess itx nt my fault...i dun care...i'm flying off soon to a land i've nv been to not like i'm interested to go there...itx gng to b hell itx gng to be bullshyt.....how i wish sum stray bullet just injure me or mayb even kill me....a long term attend C den down pes hahax...

i'm not interested in making new friends nw...like long term for life friends...i feel dat i haf enuf....i'm satisfied wif just tis 2 groups of friends i haf...

haha the song of freedom....duno y...itx still tis song...lan tian by huang yi da...reali gifs me the state of mind dat itx in a blue clear sky...

so draggy so painful...i hate things tis way...im effing impatient

it 2 different mindsets 2 different mentality nw......

i cant stand the new songs dat r coming out nw...hahax guess dats the reason y i stop listeing to radio....no more slow and emo songs....and nw i am listening to nan guo by 5566 how many donkey years was dat ago...haha...

steamboat cancelled...FUCK

omg green tea mint tastes gd man but it screwing my tummy up...

and wats tis emotion called?3 alphabhets...the emotion humans feels most of the time...SAD