6 days

guess i'll be blogging more for the next 6 days...just 6 days left...am i emo about it?no....am i scared about it?yes but not yet....haha it was quite fun huh....just a bit expensive..

lets tok bout sth more optimistic...bball chalet..bbq was normal..more den enuf food...but as usual our fire cmi...lol den on top of the food some kids gave us more...they were nxt to us..and one of them was eileen's sister....i heard sum1 call me and i turn bak...den i was like whu is tis uh.....but i just wave back and sae hi....aft like 10 s den i remeber it was eileen's sister....she has grown to be mature and pretty according to bernard...

den there was the drinking game....wat the...calvin sabo me...told everione to...itx quite a fun game actuali...i drank quite a bit....vodaka vanilla wif sprite...not a match trust me...taste like antibiotics..beer is still the best!!ah peh style..lol so it was mr and mrs chia sabo-ing alex to drink and drink......and of cos my best friend medin whu made me drink loads...

played poker aft dat...wasnt fun....oh well i dun tink alcohol helps to relief ur stress and problems...dat chinese saying...itx so fake cos i just kept on tinking about pointless things...lost in poker me n medin...suay kias..LOL tis sucks huh....den they go slp liao wat the wat the wat the rite..all play a while nia den go slp liao imbal imbal imbal...den can stone nia...so medin mk ber n me left in the morning by taxi!!!to home....reach home at 7 plus...couldnt slp...fuck it....den 1 plsu wake up le...

after xome persuasion by zhen kai i decided to gof or the class bbq....all the boys gng ma...go see my ffriendss...oh well 4j did seem a bit more bonded today...

i nid a song to suit my mood now...i like songs according to my mood...wooots i'm emofied

i tink i'm feeling better now...lol....

i am logical person u noe i noe somethings r totally impossible...but there always exists some part of me dat is gng against logic....angel vs devil....

i wish i had sum1 to tok to...sum1 to gif me advice...but i wonder anione dat will be able to help me...and gif some advice dat will aid me....i doubt anione understands tis...in the end itx still myself....and i haf to find a way out myself...

me myself and nobody else..i noe wat to do....

i screw my own life....yupz...filled wif mistakes wif regrets..

fuck tis i noe it my own fault fuck this and dat....am so vexed..i wish sum1 can tok to me

yo

i duno wassup wif u tis time...LOL tis sucks.....concentrate......although nth is ahead...
dun be affected by tis n dat....lolllll....oh my god oh my god...wassup dude....

went to watch madagascar 2 today....it was so damn boring boring boring...i waste 6 bucks..heng itx 6 bucks....lol den went to mk hse aft dat...play mahjong n lose alot...tio own totally...heng they play poker..den i won some back...dam lucky....

and i wonder wat will happen if u fly to australia....oh well...

dun tink too much it is just a coincidence no link u noe it urself...

army will mean living a whole new life...

somethings r impossible

few days more

few more days must go army liao wat the imbal la
imbal la i was tinking bout it laz nite
wat the tis is imbal tis is imbal

i feel like a loser kip playing game the whole day like a no life kia i cant wait for 2 years to be over i dunwan to go army zz itx like a jail seriously...

dun wry i guess i am having fun.....for tis few days...

some1 got reali sick and cant go out....cant spend the last few days wif me lol...siansiansiansiansiansian

things not gng reali well hope in the end u can stay :)

hope i did well for A lvls LOL

last day le wor

2ml last day and the most hardcore day which will determine my future but i dun feel like studying so GG icant force myself to study....reali...aft econs today many brain cells were dead..it was not dead easy but do-able...i like dng it..i enjoyed both econs papers regardless of how hard they were...they test ur tinking ur application...not geog not hist when u dun remeber sth u die...

for econs i cant dun remeber much but stil write a reasonable amount!!i'm enjoyed the econs papers the most.....

human geog and int hist 2ml it will be a perfect ending if the question i love comes out...i'm scared of one human essay but i'm sure i can do ALL permutations of the population part...but urban will be hard....haha....

INT hist i'm banking on Cold War and global economy...i gif up on conflict...itx hard....hope rise of Japan is out u noe....how jap economy rise so fast aft WW2 when it was so bombed...u noe y?i do...

LOL....study til mad alreadi...was vandalising my econs notes today when i was supppose tob e studying...lets pwn 2ml man...lets do it...dun guai lan alreadi pls...tis year is reali one hell of a weird year osa lvls papers...so diff from past years paper i attempted...Eff tis shyt...but i can do it...wo shi tian cai i'm smart...lol...

cant wait to play bball....

2ml will be a hard day...reali hard...not easy..i'm damn stressed...but i cant study..