2 days

A lvls coming i'm not prepared at all...told my mum she was like dun stress me out man....lol i tot i should be the one stressed but i duno i guess i can do it...itx scary...but i cant remeber the sutff for more den 1 day so i tink i'll study a bit later...

went to the airport ytd...whoosh wasted half a day...but at the airport theres always tis special feeling...time is like ehhhh forever like u haf all the time in ur life...although dat is not true...but itx a nice feeling if u wan to study leh...just sit there and let time pass it like living in another world...i kinda of like dat feeling...if it wasnt so far i wold haf gone there to mug everyday..

watching episode 14 now..had to skip the earlier parts...so boring...bout lies and sacrifice...for a selfish person like me i wun do it...okay so W has cancer...and i haf 3 weeks...lol

3weeks end of a lvls...i feel i can do it...but i felt like dat many times too and failed myself...nvm aft As i haf 20 days i can play basketball and computer games and enjoy myself...

went to visit the juniors the other day....hahax itx so fun having juniors to crap wif....sad i wil be missing the chalet...

mayb self belief was the thing i haf been lacking..