instead of running and gng to the gym i've been playing basketball more often zzz lol....only went to the gym once.

feeling sick nw wth.

a hole in the chest

ehhh lies shyt anyth said.

die bk in.i cfm cui.nth to do cfm die.

cant blame the loneliness setting in.

aniwaei haf2 things in mind dat i tot i will nv do.

i'm tinking whether to learn bike riding a not.zzz dats for like ah beng but i tink it quite cool.itx viable.itx cheaper.itx sth i can afford.

the 2nd things is giving free tuition like for pri sch maths or sth i tink there r pple whu needs help out there mayb they r jsut less previlege.

itx just one of the feeling dat i wana be there for whoever whu nids help.becos no one deserves to feel like dat.

run.gym.

2 books from the library!i cant find the 2 i found ytd la wtf.

sometimes i tink my english reali rocks.but my spelling reali sucks.oh dats random if i read more books mayb i will haf gd english man.itx raining nw wth.early in the morning.

aniwae sth reali unpleasant happen ytd and i was reali quite unprepared for it.i woke p wif a reali weird dream den BOOMZ the thing came.taken by a storm but how.suck thumb la.lifes like dat.

okay the clearing must start soon liao.

work gng to start soon oso cannot slack animore guess it might reali be quite straining for me all the brain work and planning.sucks eh..

actuali i'm not reali feeling dat gd.it just like falling in a hole once again.hate dat feeling just dat tis time itx a bit worse.just waiting for myself to hit the btm b4 i climb out of it.

one thing is i experienced it b4 and now im more or less more matured.

i just tink itx pretty unfair and fucked up yupz

i guess i might haf to depend on chocolates to kip alive nw just hope the ants stop eating them du lan sia.

i bought one box of vanhouten chocs.vintage metal box and the ants still got in.wth.10 buckssss

new pay heard it 1087...hope can cover wat i spend last month on all the nonsense i duno wat.

sian i only hope dog was lying but i noe he's not.

there she goes!