1 weeks le.aft taiwan...

it wasnt easy the terrain was new we all endured i did.i gave a bit of effort to help.it was the last thing for our platoon sth i can do.....

warrior was hard no wonder we can be called sispec warriors nw.

typhoon came things got delayed.real wind guys real rain..nv likei've seen b4.

i noe the mood isnt right nw typing tis.i'm just sad nw.again.

i'm 3rd sgt alex nw.soc done.but no itx still emptiness filling me.

dat sunday wanted to go down to tok to bballers but was too tired and lazy.haha hope to get the chance soon

i missed the parade i was still branded a failure den.i wanted to make my mum proud to attend tis parade but sad.

it was impt.i din passout it sucks all my friends there.i hate parade but parade marks an ending u dun go u dun feel like u haf pass out.

almost died in taiwan...luckily sum pple lacked behind and we had to wait for them
if not we would haf been swallowed by the landslide it was a majestic sight.taking place right infront of u.it was scary.hahax

free me from this pain.

i survived taiwan thank you sgt jeffrey for his teeachings
sgt heng kiang for walking the last walk wif me the imbal one
2WO tan for his knowledge
OC for everyth i respect him alot.
and 2IC of course his passion and dedication.

there r thing in life u dunwan to accept but no u must learn how to

isnt tis the 2ml u asked for.isnt it.ask urself be trueful to urself.

i noe it is unintentional but it when u do sth dat is unintentional dats shows how truthful sth is the denial means nth.i assume i analyze and when tis combines it is potent and oso fucked up.i tink i am gd so itx potent not fucked up. ha i'm a joke pls.

dats wats gng to make 2nite imbal

reflect now.be honest to urself and of cos be logical.i just haf to be logical and easily the answer is seen and known.

today i am 19 and 6 months old.i am now making the choice to cripple myself.but itx the logical choice.

i assume making an ass out of you and me tis part of me has reali caused so much probs uh but other den dat logic itx logic logic logic

uh now i must tell myself this...stop lying to urself.

and i looked at tis nick on msn learning has nv been so painful mr forgel's nick.making sense nw.

k la duno where i will be posted to.BMTC or SISPEC lols.omg the sudden change.heard pple up there not veh happy k sispec is not bad just stressful and haf to go overseas?z right.lets prepare for a gd one nw.